As much as I question every day what went wrong for me to be replaced, I remind myself that when you don’t have the answer… Stop asking and soon the answer would be clear to you.
But as I try to positive I can’t help but to break down and reflect…
All I did was give my love but I guess nothing is really enough if the person didn’t want you. Then I think again and again.. Was I always what you wanted?
Jus like lukewarm water, my brain and heart never know when you think or when not to think.
I’m so tired of these lukewarm feelings.
Sometimes you just need an answer… I feel so lost.
Like a sailer off to catch fish for his hungry family… Does he catch a pregnant fish and eliminate any chances of the fish and it’s unborn or does he bring it home to his hungry family?
Maybe this example is stupid but I don’t know how else to explain my thoughts.
Body’s aching xoxo